Quick Update

It's been a crazy past 2 months. The kinda crazy that has you lying awake on your bed, thoroughly exhausted yet mortally afraid that you can't continue like this but you must kinda crazy, know what I'm talking about?
Faith's nausea has her in a constant tug-of-war with the retching gods, and it pains me to see her continually in that state. I'm doing whatever I can around the house – making sure everyone's fed, the housework's done, the laundry washed and the kiddo out of mommy's hands every now and then so that Faith can get some much needed shuteye. Faith sleeps quite a bit these few days. I can only imagine how tiring it is to control the urge to purge every single moment of every day.
But God has been amazingly gracious, and I am so very thankful for even the smallest things. Faith manages a smile every now and then when the nausea subsides, and I fall madly in love with her again. I realise how frail and weak my love for her is – that it is dependent on her being what I know of her. Were she to suffer some personality-changing trauma from a mental or physical illness, I really wouldn't know what to do.
His faithfulness is greater than ours, and His love hopes forever.

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