So Far Yet So Near
No one said it would be easy. The physical distance. The new environment I would be in. Unable to see your face or hear your voice half as much as I would have wanted. We both thought it would get easier with time, but frankly, we both agreed that it has gotten harder. I miss you so much that it hurts. Were the choice mine, I’d fly back and forget the whole quest for education that I had come here to pursue.
I feel terrible for making you wait so long, and I hope you know that I want to marry you so much. I thank God continually that you’re in my life, and I don’t ever want to have to be away from you. It is still not easy, and we can only rely on God’s grace to see us through the remaining year ahead.
I love you. Can’t wait for you to get home so I can call you.